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Friday, August 19, 2016

Knowing What You Knew All Along



It's been a long time since I wrote one of these posts, but I feel the need to typing it all out without revealing to much of my personal life, in the hope that in some way, it might help you or that you'll learn something from it. Those 'Aha' moments, everyone has once in a while.

Today I got to know something which was the final piece of my puzzel. With that fact that I heard, all bits and pieces came together and then I knew it -I knew it all along-.

Of course, I discussed everything in great detail with my BFF Lindsey, who knew all the bits and pieces as well as I shared everything with her from the beginning. The moment I heard the fact, I thought I would scatter in a million pieces, but I didn't. I felt the same way as moments before. And that means something. At least to me. It means that I'm over it, and outgrown. Outgrown right? I asked my friend if I should do something with my new found information. Tell someone? Tell the subject I know? Tell the other half of the subject?

But moments later it came to me..."No, you've outgrown this". Because, if I didn't feel totally calm at the moment I heard the news, I would have known I wasn't ok with it. But I have outgrown the fact that I want to water all of the seeds that are planted in my brain with talks of other people.

The people are experimenting it for themselves, no need for me to talk to them or let them know, that I know.

The people in the subject don't know what they're up against and will face a lot of sh*t. I know, I have been there. If I would talk to them, I would become part of their sh*t and moments ago I decided not to step into that boat and focus on my own goals.

I do pity them, but talking to them, might not rescue them at all.

The one quote that I always try to live by is also tattooed on my foot:

Let it Be...



PS: Now I want to re-watch the whole series of Gossip Girl!!


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